Another question proudly answered by T Neil van Rooyen. 🙂

Andre also wants to know:

Are there deeper thoughts and emotions still milling around and how are you dealing with those?

Mmmmmm………. I find this one hard to answer, I don’t think I am a very “Deep” kind of person. I am plain and strait forward, I take life as it comes and don’t put to much thought into it. Maybe it’s a man thing 🙂 maybe not, that’s just how I do it. Or more likely its the situations and information that I have exposed myself to over the years.

After some thinking, there are some things, initially I was relieved to get diagnosed with something. It took quite a few weeks of tests and waiting, all the while I was feeling really low energy wise but also in myself. I even started thinking that maybe this is all in my head and that there is nothing actually wrong with me. So when I got diagnosed it was like, oh good it’s not just in my head. 🙂

After been diagnosed I just focused on what the next step is that I need to do. I intend on living to be one hundred and fifty years old, so not quite ready to stop just yet. Other than that I really just thought that this time would be well spent on learning about myself and growing personally.

Those are the thoughts, as far as emotions go I really don’t remember any particular ones standing out. You would think that fear would come into play at some point, but I honestly don’t remember ever feeling fearful. I was just like, ok lets do this, I will beat this. No question about it.

I hope that answers your question and I will answer more soon. 😉

Stay Awesome.

Positively, T Neil van Rooyen.